2011/12/29

Friending Your Mind


If your mind has its own Facebook account, what will it be like? What’s the profile picture? What “Activities and Interests” does it have? I have friended my mind, and here is what I have learned so far.

1. My mind creates thoughts, and the awareness of thoughts comes a bit later. There is a nanosecond of time different between when a thought occurs and when my awareness captures it. Many thoughts are not captured by awareness at all. Thoughts and awareness are independent from each other, and they are both a part of the mind.

2. The relationship between thoughts and awareness is like the relationship between a horse and its rider. Thoughts are like a horse, a crazy one. It likes to run wildly and does not always follow the rider’s instructions. Awareness is the rider. He tries to guide the horse on a certain direction, but does not always succeed. Sometimes, the rider falls asleep on the horseback and is carried to some wonderland by the crazy horse. We dream and daydream. But with some practice, the rider and the horse could develop a very good partnership.

3. I can never lay claim to my thoughts because those thoughts come and go. They are products of my mind. I might dream of the most wonderful idea, only to forget it the next day. To use another analogy, my mind is a house. In that house, my thoughts are the travelling guests and my awareness is the host. Some of the guests are geniuses, and their presence in the house brings fame and wealth. But guests are guests, they will leave. And we should be reminded that the glory belongs to the traveling guests, not to the house itself. That’s why we should not be attached to “our ideas”, let alone the glitter of them.

4. The mind has strong habits, just as each house has its uniqueness. The habits of the mind influence the production of our thoughts, just as a unique house attracts a certain type of guests. Some habits of the mind are carried over from our past lives; some are formed in this life. Luckily, the host can change the design of the house, just as we can consciously reform the habits of our mind.

5. The host of the house can not force guests to come, nor can it force guests to stay. The only thing the host (awareness) can do is to make the house welcoming and comfortable, so that more genius guests will come and stay. This means that we should consciously improve the health of our mind so that more wonderful thoughts would occur. What’s more, just as geniuses attract geniuses, if you have a welcoming house and a critical mass of geniuses living in it, more geniuses will gravitate toward the house. Soon your mind will be full of wonderful thoughts, and it just gets better.

6. How do we improve the health of the mind? We go to fitness clubs and gyms, but how often do we attend to the well-being of our mind? We feed organic food to our body, but how do we feed our mind? The lack of attention to our spiritual well-being is a serious problem in the modern society.

To keep the mind healthy, we should feed it healthy intellectual food --- don’t watch too much TV, don’t waste time on Facebook, etc. We should let the mind rest so that the crazy horse could catch a breath. We should exercise the muscle of the mind and even challenge its extreme by deep contemplation and serious thinking. We should liberate the mind from its old habits by meditation and self-critique.

7. If we are especially lucky in the sense that we seem to have a profound and sharp mind, we should be reminded that this is a gift, not an entitlement. We have a powerful mind maybe because in previous life, we have proved ourselves to be trustworthy, so in this life, we are endowed with more capacity to do good.

However, it would be a great violation of this trust if we develop any sense of superiority. We are only the keeper of this endowment in life, not its owner. We should avoid self-importance and self-righteousness. Remember the “Manifest Destiny”?

So, I tell myself that if I appear to be twice more capable than the average, then I should work three times harder and be four times more self-critical. This is the only way to be fair and to maximize my gifts for the benefit of all, which is the only way for me to be happy.

8. There is no difference between selfishness and altruism because no matter which principles we adopt, we will arrive at the same conclusion. This is what it means: the only way for me to be happy is to make others happy; the only way to make others happy is to be happy myself. There is no difference between your happiness and mine. This is compassion. It might be a result of natural selection, but I am grateful that compassion is selected by Nature.

The same is true for enlightenment. I have realized that I cannot achieve full enlightenment without helping others to achieve theirs. So is the relationship between material and spiritual world: without attending to the spiritual world, we can not manage the material world; understanding the material world will strengthen our understanding of spiritual world.

9. In the first 20 years of my life, I have achieved some internal clarity. I have come to term with my mind and self. For the next 20 years, I will achieve some external clarity. I will understand how the world works and make my contribution. The internal wellness is my source of peace and creativity. The external achievements will give me a bigger platform to benefit more beings.

Let the universe be my temple, and the humanity my meditation.

10. The above realizations give me both urgency and calm. It’s urgent because I understand the challenge of the tasks. I can not afford to waste a second. I also feel calm because I know it’s going to be a life long journey, and I should pace myself. Even if I don’t accomplish my tasks in this incarnation, I will come back again to continue my work. This balance of urgency and calm propels me forward.

Finally, all the above are just guests in my house at this moment. They might decide to leave the next moment. I might change my mind any second --- Or, the mind might change me.

2011/12/18

Realization in the Shower


I realized something a while ago in the shower.

As I stood in the shower, my mind was doing its own thing, coming up with all kinds of random thoughts. “Oh, I shouldn’t have made that comment in the class today. That was very embarrassing.” Or, “I still need to finish the paper, but I am behind the schedule.” I was either regretting over the past, or worrying about the future. This muddled state of mind went on and on, until I suddenly found myself done with showering. I didn’t even pay any attention to the shower because my mind was preoccupied with random thoughts, none of which I could recall clearly. So, I not only wasted the chance to enjoy the shower, but also wasted ten minutes of mental activity because I can’t remember what was in my head. What a bad deal!

Then I realized how much of our life is wasted in this state of mind: on the bus, in the class, while walking, before falling asleep… We are not able to enjoy the moment because our minds are somewhere else; and afterward we can’t even recall what our minds were doing.

So, ever since then, every time I shower, I concentrate my mind and speak to my body. “Dear head, you enable me to think, to see, to hear, to smell, to taste, to speak. You represent me in front of the world, and you’ve done such a good job.” “Dear legs, I am grateful that you’ve brought me all over the world, and you never complain.” “Dear stomach, I am sorry that I sometimes eat too much. I was favoring the pleasure of my mouth over your health. I won’t do that anymore.” “Dear body parts, I am lucky to have all of you here --- Imagine if some components are missing!”

As I speak to my body and pat it on the back, my body feels happy, and that makes me happy, too. My German host family once told me that if you talk to your flowers everyday, your flowers will grow better. So, I asked my body, “You have done so much for me. What can I do for you”? My body thought for a while and said, “Feed me healthy food. Give me fresh air. Let me go exercise. Let me have enough rest. Don’t punish me for emotion’s fault. Don’t twist me to fit other people’s judgment. Love me as you love yourself.”

I will take my body’s advice seriously. Because we will be together all the way till the end.

2011/12/15

Two Ideas on New Economic Thinking


I believe we live in a time of exciting new economic thinking. I would make two suggestions regarding moving forward.

The first suggestion has to do with the Earth’s biosphere. In the time of Adam Smith, or even of Marx and Keynes, the natural environment is taken as an infinite given. Mankind can take as much resources as we want from the nature, and dump as much trash back as we please. Air (atmosphere, ozone, etc.), water (rivers, oceans, glaciers, etc.) and many other public goods are both free and boundless. “Sustainability” wasn’t even in the vocabulary.

However, as we enter the 21st century, for the first time in human history, we as an entire species have hit the limit of our biosphere. The era “Anthropocene” has arrived. Human activities have become the dominant force in shaping the nature. Economic activities today are overdrafting our future. The biosphere is not longer an externality to be brushed off. It has become an integral part of our economic calculation and wellbeing. The new economic theory must account for the human interaction with nature, and demonstrate how we can live within our ecological means.

One key component of such new economic thinking should include the accounting of what I call “GDD” --- Gross Domestic Damage. We should calculate the environmental and institutional cost of our economic activities. For example, the cost of a coal-fired power plant is not just its construction and operational cost; it should include the rising health care cost due to pollution, the cost of policing protests from local residents, the cost of restoring destroyed landscape due to coal mining, the cost of carbon, and the hidden cost of crowding out investment in new energy industry. In today’s GDP accounting, however, these costs would in fact increase GDP through higher health care bill, insurance bill, police expenditure, etc. This needs to be remedied.

My second suggestion on moving forward has to do with the notion of reflexivity. Simply stated, I believe that economic theory is both the cause and the effect of economic reality, therefore the theory could never catch up with the reality. A more elaborate explanation of reflexivity in economics would go like this: a theory comes from studying the reality. Once the theory is produced and popularized, it has an impact on the real world and changes how the world functions, to a greater or lesser degree. So as soon as a theory is adopted, it is out of date because the world has changed thanks to the adoption of exactly that theory.

The reflexive phenomenon is especially relevant to economics because our economy has evolved so much over the past three hundred years, often due to the arrival of new ideas and theories. It would help illustrate this point if we compare economics to physics. The discovery of gravity doesn’t change the gravity; no matter how we transform our physical world, it still follows the same physical laws. However, in economics, the invention and acceptance of a theory have a deep and unpredictable impact on how the economy works, through policy making and even personal choices. So, even the best theory would still be one step behind the reality because it couldn’t account for the impact of itself. Marx is, again, probably the best case in point. His economic theory has had profound impact on the trajectory of historical events, which he himself couldn’t possibly take into account as a part of his theory. Much disproof of Marx’s theory is actually a result of taking Marx seriously and modifying how capitalism works. In a sense, the success of Marx’s theory has defeated itself: thanks to Marx, the capitalists saw the crises coming, so they scrambled to change their behavior and saves themselves, thus disproved Marx.

What a dilemma for the economists! But such a dilemma has only been the exclusive privilege of a handful of great thinkers, who have truly contributed to the progress in economic thought. Let’s hope more future economists would join this troubled club. 





The above is a part of my paper for a class "History of Economic Thought" with Professor Moseley at Mount Holyoke College. Highly recommended!! Below is the entire paper.

Has Economics Progressed?

Introduction

Has economics progressed? That is the question. Throughout the entire semester, as we delve into one theory after another, we have been asking ourselves: has there been progress in economic thoughts? What do we mean by “progress”? As the semester comes to an end, we have only more questions --- and this is a good thing.

Interestingly, most professional economists don’t know the answer, either. One respected economist even said that progress in economics “is a bit like how the Supreme Court defines pornography. You will recognize it if you ever see it.[1]” No wonder that there has been little progress in economics.

Many people have raised different criteria and given various answers to this ultimate question. In this paper, I will explain how Blaug and Moseley evaluate progress in economics, and follow it up by my own ideas.

Before I start, I would like to take one step back: why are we asking this question? Why are we obsessed with progress? Indeed, Confucius and many other great minds worshiped the past and called on us to return to the good old days. The word “progress” doesn’t exist in the Chinese vocabulary until two centuries ago. Is the notion of “progress” itself a product of the West and of modernity? Can we have a better life without progress? Since when has progress become a virtue and a must? We will keep these questions in mind as we go on.

Blaug

Blaug is very aware of the elephant in the room --- progress in economic theory, which is evident in the title of the Introduction to his book. Blaug indicates that he uses modern economic theory as the standard of judgment. He warns the reader of two kinds of common mistakes: being too critical of the older writers, and ancestor worship. He further raises the distinction of absolutism and relativism. Blaug himself is an absolutist, and thinks that “relativists are always likely to ignore considerations of internal coherence and explanatory scope and to fix attention solely on congruence with the historical and political environment.[2]” By implication, Blaug gives more weight to the “internal coherence and explanatory scope” as he evaluates economic theories.

A few paragraphs later, Blaug rhetorically asks, “would anyone seriously deny that in the matter of techniques and analytical construct there has been progress in economics?[3]” In essence, Blaug is suggesting another criterion to “progress”, namely the analytical methods. Indeed, the absence of graphs in Marx and Keynes has created more difficulties in understanding their theories.

Blaug notices that there have been dramatic shifts of the focus of economics. For example, neoclassical deals mostly with microeconomics until Keynes brought macro back into the picture. Blaug suggests that the reasons for such shifts are changes in dominant political attitudes and modes of reasoning, value judgments and biases, and even psychological factors. Blaug draws a line between a theory’s political bias and its logical validity. He claims that the validity of a theory is independent of its initial bias. In other word, biases only influence the questions we ask, but would not distort the validity of the answers we give. This is what Schumpeter called the “vision”.[4] Such prejudices might even assist the scientific analysis in some cases, just as Marx was more aware of the ills of capitalism, like business cycles.

Toward the end of his Introduction, Blaug gives a definitive “Yes” to the question of progress in economic thought. His evidences of progress include: improved analytical tools, increasing volume of empirical data, exposition of past biases, and better understanding of the workings of the economic system.[5] However, the rest of Blaug’s book sounds less confident about progress in economic theory.

Blaug also raises the question of whether or not economics is a “science”. “After 1870, economics came to be regarded as a science that analyzed human behavior as a relationship between given ends and scarce means which have alternative uses.[6]” If economics is a science, then falsifiability should be its key feature. However, economists find it hard to agree on the criteria for falsifying a hypothesis. Nor do they find it easy to agree on the “fundamental character of a theory.[7]

In the last chapter, “A Methodological Postscript”, Blaug deals extensively with the falsifiability and “science-ness” of economics. Blaug points out that economists have always tried to “produce accurate and interesting predictions that were, in principle at least, capable of being empirically falsified.[8]” With regard to the classical economics, Blaug argues that “no real effort was made to test classical doctrines against the body of statistical material[9]”, and that most contradictions to the theory were attributed to the strength of “counteracting tendencies[10]”. Some key variables, like the rate of technological change, were treated as exogenous factors. Blaug concludes that classical economists, including Marx, acknowledged the importance of falsifiability, but just could not bring themselves “to face up to the requirements of his canon.[11]

When it comes to the neo-classical economists, Blaug says that their greater rigor in model construction was achieved by limiting the scope of the analysis. Another key flaw of neoclassical economics is its “timelessness”. The model treats the economy as a static system, but attempts to predict events in real world. One of the most obvious assumptions of such kind is the constancy of the relative weight of labor and capital in the aggregate production function. Blaug calls neoclassical economics “empty models” and wonder why economists haven’t yet abandon them[12].

However, says Blaug, the falsifiability criterion has its limitations in economics. It might be too strict of a criterion for economics. Friedman famously argued that predictive accuracy should be the sole criterion of validity --- no matter what unrealistic assumptions people make. (This position, if carried to the extreme, sounds to me like an endorsement of witchcraft: witchcraft often has quite strong predictive power, but is based on the assumption that there are witches.) Blaug contends that Friedman’s edict (Test Implications, Not Assumption) is not very helpful due to various level of interpretation of falsifiability. Also, if a theory is refuted by evidence, economics usually falls short to provide an alternative. So, at best, Friedman’s position proves that economic theories have failed both the assumption test and the prediction test. Furthermore, economics events are influenced by so many non-economic factors, making it hard to test the theory itself.

Turning his attention to value judgment, Blaug explains that the significance or relevance of a theory remains to be discussed even if its validity has been proved. Blaug brings back the distinction between normative and positive economics, which he has touched upon in the Introduction. He agrees that economics is value-loaded, and that “a disinterested social science has never existed, and for logical reason, cannot exist.[13]” For example, the discussion of efficient allocation of resources is based on the value judgment of what is “efficient”.

Finally, Blaug asks why we should bother with the history of economic theory. He asserts that “bad theory is still better than no theory at all and, for the most part, critics of orthodoxy had no alternative construction to offer.[14]” That is, except for Marxist critics. Blaug acknowledges that much of the received doctrine is merely metaphysics and should not be mistaken for science, and that economists are prone to claim possession of the truth while what they’ve really got is value judgment. He even says that “modern economics provides an abundance of empty theories parading as scientific predictions or policy recommendations carrying concealed value premises.” (Remember Blaug’s confidence in modern economics and in the progress of economics in his Introduction?) Blaug believes that studying the history of economics is the best antidote and would introduce more methodological humility.

Moseley

Moseley is much more consistent than Blaug on the criteria of progress in economic thought. Moseley’s two criteria are logical consistency and empirical explanatory power. Moseley’s answer to the “progress” question would probably be “yes and no”: some thinkers have certainly made progress over their predecessors, but there has been serious retrogression and stagnation, especially in the mainstream modern economics.

Marx is the most prominent example of real progress in economic theory. Marx has the most rigorous logical structure among the economists we’ve studied. The scope of his analysis is unparalleled. He is the only one who has developed a full theory of profit, and has explained and successfully predicted the falling rate of profit. He has explained the exploitive nature of capitalist mode of production and has demonstrated surplus-value, which is at the heart of profit creation. He has deduced capitalism’s endogenous drive for technological advancement, and has highlighted the struggle over the length of the working day. What’s more, the predictive and explanatory power of Marx’s theory has been confirmed by reality.

Compared with Marx, the neoclassical and modern theories would often look like miserable retrogression in the history of economic thought. The most obvious and serious defect of modern economics is the absence of a theory of profit --- the soul of capitalism. For another example, in one of his article, Moseley points out the glaring flaws of marginal productivity theory and the mainstream economists’ unwillingness to give it up. “Little or no ‘further development’ of marginal productivity theory has taken place in 45 years, and marginal productivity remains in a ‘state of limbo’ and continues to ‘await further development’.[15]” It would indeed be a progress if the mainstream economists give up their unjustified beliefs, go back in time and revisit Marx.

Such intellectual progress is usually made impossible by non-economic forces, as Moseley explains. Most economists today are ignorant or misinformed about Marx because of the political prejudice and professional bias --- some truths are too subversive to be accepted in an academic circle in a capitalist society.

My Thoughts

To answer the question of “progress”, I will first ask “why progress”. To a modern person, “progress worship” is just too natural to be noticed. “Progress” has become an equivalent of “living a better life”. However, this belief is questionable because in human history, many groups have enjoyed happy and static way of life. Some would even say that it is shameful that modern society requires constant expansion to achieve balance --- a treadmill to hell. But, for the purpose of this paper, if progress in economic theory could lead to a better-run society and a happier life, then I agree that progress is indeed desirable.

I will also make a distinction between “progress in economics” and “economic progress”. The former deals with economic theory and the study of economics; the latter refers to the material improvement in human society. There could be economic progress without progress in economics, and vice versa.

Under the above conditions, I will further define my criteria for progress. On this point, I fully agree with Moseley’s suggestion that the criteria should be logical validity (both assumptions and inferences) and empirical validity (both explanatory and predictive power). Logical consistency is the minimum requirement of any theory. The fact that “logical validity” is still a stated goal of economics reflects the dismal state of this discipline. Empirical validity is the reason why anyone should pay any attention to the economists. If the economists don’t deliver any helpful results (either explaining or predicting), then as a costumer, I want my money back. Why should the society pay a high consulting fee to those economists who don’t deliver any financial or intellectual benefits?

With my two criteria in mind, I think the prize of progress should go to Marx. I largely agree with Moseley’s defense of Marx’s economic theory, as stated in the section above. Reading Marx’s Capital, I enter into his magnificent logical construction, marvel at his perceptive assumptions and solid inferences, and shiver at the subversive implications of his theory of surplus-value and of profit. The empirical validity of Marx’s theory finds its proof in the current worldwide economic crisis and Occupy movements. The high unemployment in the developed world reminds me of Marx’s demonstration of technological unemployment; the squeezed middle class echoes Marx’s theory of the relative impoverishment of workers.

It is sobering that the prize of progress in economic theory would require travel back in time for more than a century. It seems that the intellectual development of economics is by no means linear or progressive. I would also like to note that the validity of a theory does not directly correlates with its acceptance by the society or its ruling class. As Marx has pointed out, “the ruling ideas are the ideas of the ruling class.” Validity doesn’t rule; the rule class does.

I would also like to look at some items on Blaug’s list of “progress”. Blaug insists that improvements in analytical tools should qualify as progress in economic theory. However, tools are not theory, just as a can-opener is not food. A good can-opener might as well open a can of worms. At best, progress in analytical tools is progress in math. Indeed, most of what we call progress in economics in the past few decades is merely more and more complicated math and computer modeling.

Blaug also put “accumulation of empirical data” and “exposition of past biases” in the category of progress. I would say that the accumulation of empirical data is merely a result of passing time, or of statistics and accounting, not of economic theory. Regarding the exposition of past biases, I hope soon enough the bias against Marx would be “past”.

Blaug claims that “bad theory is better than no theory at all”, a point questioned by many of my classmates. I think there is a difference between “weak theory” and “false theory”, both of which are “bad theory”. Weak theory is not harmful, while false theory can be very destructive. Many authors and articles have spoken eloquently to the damaging effects of modern economic theory and its wide indoctrination (embodied in Mankiw’s textbooks). I think mainstream economics should adopt more scientific skepticism and modesty if they want to qualify their discipline as a real science.

Moving Forward

Still, I believe we live in a time of exciting new economic thinking. I would make two suggestions regarding moving forward.

The first suggestion has to do with the Earth’s biosphere. In the time of Adam Smith, or even of Marx and Keynes, the natural environment is taken as an infinite given. Mankind can take as much resources as we want from the nature, and dump as much trash back as we please. Air (atmosphere, ozone, etc.), water (rivers, oceans, glaciers, etc.) and many other public goods are both free and boundless. “Sustainability” wasn’t even in the vocabulary.

However, as we enter the 21st century, for the first time in human history, we as an entire species have hit the limit of our biosphere. The era “Anthropocene” has arrived. Human activities have become the dominant force in shaping the nature. Economic activities today are overdrafting our future. The biosphere is not longer an externality to be brushed off. It has become an integral part of our economic calculation and wellbeing. The new economic theory must account for the human interaction with nature, and demonstrate how we can live within our ecological means.

One key component of such new economic thinking should include the accounting of what I call “GDD” --- Gross Domestic Damage. We should calculate the environmental and institutional cost of our economic activities. For example, the cost of a coal-fired power plant is not just its construction and operational cost; it should include the rising health care cost due to pollution, the cost of policing protests from local residents, the cost of restoring destroyed landscape due to coal mining, the cost of carbon, and the hidden cost of crowding out investment in new energy industry. In today’s GDP accounting, however, these costs would in fact increase GDP through higher health care bill, insurance bill, police expenditure, etc. This needs to be remedied.

My second suggestion on moving forward has to do with the notion of reflexivity. Simply stated, I believe that economic theory is both the cause and the effect of economic reality, therefore the theory could never catch up with the reality. A more elaborate explanation of reflexivity in economics would go like this: a theory comes from studying the reality. Once the theory is produced and popularized, it has an impact on the real world and changes how the world functions, to a greater or lesser degree. So as soon as a theory is adopted, it is out of date because the world has changed thanks to the adoption of exactly that theory.

The reflexive phenomenon is especially relevant to economics because our economy has evolved so much over the past three hundred years, often due to the arrival of new ideas and theories. It would help illustrate this point if we compare economics to physics. The discovery of gravity doesn’t change the gravity; no matter how we transform our physical world, it still follows the same physical laws. However, in economics, the invention and acceptance of a theory have a deep and unpredictable impact on how the economy works, through policy making and even personal choices. So, even the best theory would still be one step behind the reality because it couldn’t account for the impact of itself. Marx is, again, probably the best case in point. His economic theory has had profound impact on the trajectory of historical events, which he himself couldn’t possibly take into account as a part of his theory. Much disproof of Marx’s theory is actually a result of taking Marx seriously and modifying how capitalism works. In a sense, the success of Marx’s theory has defeated itself: thanks to Marx, the capitalists saw the crises coming, so they scrambled to change their behavior and saves themselves, thus disproved Marx.

What a dilemma for the economists! But such a dilemma has only been the exclusive privilege of a handful of great thinkers, who have truly contributed to the progress in economic thought. Let’s hope more future economists would join this troubled club.


[1] James K. Galbraith, Professor of Economics, University of Texas Austin, at 2011 INET Bretton Woods Conference, http://ineteconomics.org/blog/playground/bretton-woods-past-and-present-2-progress-economics
[2] Blaug, 2
[3] Ibid., 3
[4] Ibid., 5
[5] Ibid., 7
[6] Ibid., 4
[7] Ibid., 6
[8] Ibid., 689
[9] Ibid., 690
[10] Ibid., 691
[11] Ibid.
[12] Ibid., 694
[13] Ibid., 699
[14] Ibid., 700
[15] Moseley, “A Critique of the Marginal Productivity Theory of the Price of Capital”, 2010


2011/11/19

Reflection on the Ego

Who am I? Am I my ego? Deprived of ego, am I still me? Here I would like to do a simple reflection on this vast topic. To clarify, I am using the word "ego" in its conventional sense. Here "ego" simply means "a sense of self, an image of self".

When you mentally withdraw yourself from the world and start to observe people around you, you will find that most people are the slave of their ego, and not much else. Their motto of life is, "I have ego, therefore I am". And at first glance, this seems to make sense because "I am who I am because I have a sense of self". But, let's take a closer look.

We work tirelessly to please our ego. We buy stuff because those stuff in return buy us respect (or jealousy) from others. We say things because our speech in return says something about us. (How often do you notice people saying things just for the sake of having their voices heard?) When we don't recognize our true nature, we tend to fill in the vacuum of ego by things outside of us. We can't feel our own existence unless we define ourselves by accessories, pinning ourselves down in this fluctuating world by things like cars, jewelries, or even boy/girl friends.

We are attached to our belongings. However, even our most precious belongings --- a healthy body --- will sooner or later decay. Then why be attached to objects at the expense of our health? People donate money to have their names carved on walls. We try our best to leave marks (good or bad) on the world so that we know we have lived. We forget to enjoy living because we worry so much about being forgotten after we die.

We are attached to our thoughts. In capitalism, our thoughts are called "intellectual property". We try so hard to coin new terms so that our names would be associated with the term. We get furious when other people use "my term" without paying tribute to me in the footnote. 

However, what else is more elusive than thoughts? Thoughts come and go. They come from nowhere, and go to nowhere. If I change my mind or forget a thought, do I lose my property?

When other people criticize our ideas, we feel that they are criticizing us because we identify too strongly with our thoughts. I would gladly join anyone in criticizing "my thoughts" because that is the best way to improve, and thoughts are merely the echo of my past. By the time "my thoughts" become known by others, I have already moved on, and "my thoughts" are no longer my thoughts.

We always look outward for things that differentiates us from the rest of the world. And over the years, we build a portfolio of things or characteristics that make up the image of self, just like bird building a nest. The only difference is that our nest is an illusion of self, an imagined image of who we are.

Our self perception is so dependent upon other people's perception of us. We see ourselves through other people's eyes and facial expressions. We are the mirror that reflects other people's mirror. We feel good or bad about ourselves through this third-hand information. We put our own happiness and self worth at the mercy of other people, as if other people are wiser judges than we are. Are we that suspicious of ourselves? What's more, we would never know what other people really think of us. We are only guessing, and a life-long series of guesses constitutes the ego.

But who am I without my ego? Is there anything left that makes me "me"? I don't know yet, but I can identify one candidate. Let's call him "the intellect". And I will end with a little story of Self, Intellect and Ego.

The "Master Self" had two apprentices: Intellect and Ego. Intellect was good at thinking and worked hard, while Ego was only good at flattering Master Self and did nothing else. Over the years, Intellect produced wonderful thinking, and brought fame and wealth to Master Self. Master Self didn't like Intellect because Intellect made him tired. Intellect also didn't like wealth and fame because they distracted him from his work. But Ego was a sweet heart, always making Master Self feel good. So, Master Self gave all the fame and wealth to Ego. Ego thrived on the fruit of Intellect's labor, and kept expanding his influence, while Intellect was left in the cold and lonely corner, without any recognition or further mentorship. This unfair distribution kept happening. One day, Intellect left Master Self quietly. Master Self had only Ego as his apprentice. Seeing no more wealth and fame and having no ability of his own, Ego also left, and Master Self was broke.

2011/09/25

What I Study & What I Do

Here's my current articulation of two important questions:
  • What I Study
    • Physical: "Trinity of E" --- Energy, Economy, Ecology
    • Metaphysical: History and Philosophy
  • What I Do
    • Field: Creating Sustainable Future for Communities, Corporations and Countries (the Three Cs); New Energy Industry
    • Role: Communications, Management, Investing
For my academic study, I divide my learning into "physical" and "metaphysical" branches --- walking with two legs. The metaphysical branch sharpens the faculty; the physical branch gives me a playground to test and practice my philosophy. The "Trinity of E" is inspired by my advisor Michael Klare. Energy serves the Economy, and the Economy should serve the Nature.

For my future career, I break down the question into two --- what field do I want to be in, and what role do I want to play in that field. I want to be in the sustainability field, or the new energy industry in particular. In this field, my role will be communications, management, investing.

The field of sustainability is vast and fast-growing, but it is also fragmented and disorganized. We need an equivalent of Adam Smith or Darwin to clear up the field and make it an organic whole, providing a new lens to understand the world. This shall be one of my goals.

Finally, I will quote a motto of our Guy's in Hampshire's Outdoor Program: "Planning is essential, but plans are useless." I plan to change my plan at any minute, and I shall be most happy to find flaws in my previous plans.

2011/08/16

The “Real World” Is Not So Real

We hear it often that we should be realistic and focus on the “real world”. But we rarely think about how real the “real world” actually is.

When asked what the “real world” means, most people will say: “well, the real world is the material world”. But I would say that materials make up at most 1% of the “real world”. The remaining 99% belongs to emotions and illusions, which are far from real. Materials are nothing more than the molecules they are made of; only when they are blended with human emotions do they become a part of the so-called “real world”.


The “real world” refers to money and fame. However, money is merely the digits in your bank account, and fame is no more than other people’s illusion and our own self-deception. Money and fame are as real as our own emotion. Politics is another big part of the “real world”, but I can hardly think of anything more unreal than politics.


So we can see that the “real world” is not very real in the end. But it does have a real impact on our lives because we are slave to our own illusions. The ability to see through our own illusions is the first step toward true liberation.

2011/08/07

Trinity of E: Energy, Economy, Ecology

Trinity of E. This is my framework of analyzing the material world. I got the idea from Professor Michael Klare's "energy, environment and economy". Here are ten points to help organize my current thinking on "Trinity of E: Energy, Economy, Ecology."

1. Watershed event in the history of the Earth --- we are entering "Anthropocene", where human activities are the main force in shaping the Earth. For the past thousands of years of human civilization, we are not dramatically different from other species in our ability to shape the earth. Ants build huge towers and bees build palaces as well. But since the invention of steam engine, our creative and destructive power have grown exponentially. Now we can dam rivers, remove mountains, drill into the sea bed, and change the composition of atmosphere. Our power has surpass our wisdom, and our ambition has hit the limit of biosphere. Can our heart and brain catch up with our arms and legs?

2. For the past two hundred years, resources and environment have been a big externality to our economy; they are not a part of our consideration. There's no limit to how many trees you can cut or how much poison you throw into the river because the size of our economy is modest relative to the environment. The environment can tolerate our activity. But this time is different. Our economy has become so large that in comparison, the Earth looks quite inadequate. For the first time in human history, we have to seriously face the environmental consequences of our own making. (In the past, we also need to face the environmental challenges, but those challenges are natural instead of man-made.)

3. The irony of success. The western nations have successfully converted the rest of the world to the western way of life (or the longing for it). Capitalism and consumerism have prevailed against all cultures and religions. But this success is the root of many of the West's headaches: increasing resource consumption (food, water, land, energy), a crowded and deteriorating habitat, rising competition in industries and exports, a decreasing sense of superiority, etc.

4. Capital is king in modern society. Finance and investment drives the economy, and the economic foundation determines the superstructure. Banks and corporations own the production factors and determine the direction of a nation. (China is an exception to this rule where government still dominates and has different premises, which could be a very good thing.) To have any real impact, we need to be able to think like an investor and a banker. Profit motive is the key driver in our current history, with other contributing factors like "clash of civilization". To turn our economy green, we have to show investors that "green" is the new gold.

5. The money circulating in the world today is the liability of the society. The society has to stand ready to surrender their labor and resources to meet the demand of money. The more money there is, the more our labor and resources are enslaved by the money printing machine. Now the Fed is considering QE3.

6. The energy and resource constraint has been used to support the "Limit to Growth" theory. Yes, there is certainly a limit to the current growth model, but at the end of the day, human can never stop growing --- the day mankind stop growing is the day we die. We just need to figure out other growth models that does not kill the environment. We can do it; and if we can't, we will perish.

7. Globalization is not a product of benevolence; it does not originate from curiosity of other peoples or cultures. Instead, it is a product of conquest and control. A great proportion of globalization is driven by the thirst of energy and resources. This expansion could also be turned into a good thing when managed wisely.

8. Noah's Ark. When Noah was building the ark, his neighbors were all laughing at the crazy old man, wasting time on building a big ship on dry land. Even before the huge flood, the neighbors were still indulging in their self-righteousness. The current climate change politics mirrors the ancient story of Noah's Ark. There are many enlightened people trying to build an ark for humanity, but there are many more ignorant and selfish people mocking such effort.

The nature has been very tolerant and patient for us because it has sent us so many warnings in the past several years: fire, flood, earthquake, tsunami, all on a small, regional scale. The nature expects us to learn from these modest warnings and wake up. But we dismissed it. So, the nature is left with no choice but to throw down a global environmental crisis. I think we will see it soon. Actually, the sooner, the better, because mankind needs a loud wake-up call. A Chinese saying goes: man cries only when he sees his coffin. We will see ours soon. And that, too, can be a good thing.

9. China will play a key role in building a sustainable future. For one thing: it is suicidal for China to continue business-as-usual, so it must change. The current Chinese narrative is: the West has wreck the environment for its growth, so why couldn't we do it? Instead, I think China should have the courage to say this: "China recognizes that what's at stake is not just the GDP of one nation; it is the survival and wellbeing of the whole humanity. China is willing to bear the pain of transition, China will not repeat the mistakes of others, and China has the wisdom to manage its growth in a sustainable way." China is at an advantaged position because the Chinese government is still in control of key resources and industries; Chinese politics is much less influenced by corporate interests; Chinese government has a different set of motives other than making a profit. In the case of our historic energy transition, we might need a wise and powerful central government.

10. The word "sustainability" is too wishy-washy to capture the severity and urgency of our challenge. The word "sustainability" makes it appear as if "sustainable or not" is a choice we can make. No, there is no choice. "Unsustainable" means "death". Our species is in risk of becoming fossils (fuel) ourselves, and future civilizations might burn our remains to power their growth. We are not fighting for "sustainability" per se --- we are fighting for survival. There will be blood.

2011/07/19

China Needs New Economic Thinking

After talking to economics students, professors, consultant, investors, and people working in the finance industry in China, the general consensus is that the Chinese society and the government is paying little attention to economic thinking in China, let alone "new" economic thinking. Currently, Chinese society is collectively obsessed with making money, and has little patience for "thinkings" which doesn't materialize in six months. Also, to get rich in the short run, people find that they don't really need much new economic thinking. This is a very particular historical stage for the nation.

Economics students report that they do not learn much in college. They go to classes and take tests to get the degree. They also spend time on taking extra exams for various diplomas and certificates that enable their entry into accounting and finance. One economics professor told me: "teaching is teaching, real world is real world. When you teach, you don't need to worry about economic thinking." Some professors make more money by recommending stocks on TV shows than their university salary.

The economics and finance department in Chinese universities is being dominate by professors educated in American universities. There are very few Chinese-educated economics professors in the leading Chinese universities right now. Good universities in China all teach economics and finance using English textbooks. Which textbook they choose depends on what the teacher himself used when he was in school in the U.S. There isn't much presence of the division among different school of thoughts because thoughts are not important for people's career.

Also, in order to be promoted in top Chinese universities, the economics professors are required to publish articles in English language journals. Publication on Chinese journals doesn't count as much because of the low credibility. This situation is also created by the fact that many universities care a great deal about their international ranking, which looks at publications on globally recognized journals.

Another interesting point is that several people (students and professors) mentioned to me that they feel that the Chinese language is unsuitable or even inadequate in dealing with modern economics. My own experience confirm their feeling to a certain degree. The whole modern economics is built upon western system of thoughts and is thought out and developed in the English language. As a result, many notions and logic in economics couldn't find satisfying counter-part in Chinese. When an English textbook or article is translated into Chinese, I usually find it confusing and inaccurate.

One other thing to notice: economic thinking can not be separated from the political reality, and this is especially true for China, where the government (namely, the Party) still plays the most important role. If the business runs the government in the US, then in China, the government runs the business. If the government exists to serve the needs of the market in the US by providing regulations, public goods etc., then in China, the market exists to serve the needs of the government by strengthening state control and delivering political legitimacy. The government can use executive orders to stop retailers from raising prices; the government can ask the statistics department to "come up with" the exact data that it wants. The state owned companies has been consolidating control over national industries. All these signs tell us that we can't simply apply market economy model to China's situation. Chinese economy is a unique hybrid of past and present, of Confucian central control and modern economics. The situation also tells us that any economic model is only useful to a certain degree --- and a less degree in China than in the US.

It is at first surprising to think about how China is able to develop so rapidly without much real economic thinking. But the reality is that China's per capita GDP still ranks behind Albania and Ecuador, so China's economic growth up to this point is largely picking the low hanging fruit --- it is more precisely a "coming-back-to-normal" instead of real development. China is exploiting its own labor force, social well-being and environment to increase the GDP. Now the low hanging fruit is gone, and in order for China to go forward, it definitely needs new economic thinking.